Today I learned: that I can stay exceedingly angry for a very very long time.
And of course it's always the little things that break the camel's back, to mix my metaphors.
I haven't been in this kind of rage in quite some time, I had forgotten how good it feels to be angry. Warm and powerful, deep in my guts. I know when I'm done with my anger intoxificaiton, the resulting hangover of regret for the cruel things I have said will be bad.
But right now, oh goddamn does it feel good!